{thrifted polo, a&f tank, forever21 shorts, parisian sandals}

I haven’t been feeling like myself lately. Normally, as my birthday draws closer I find myself in a festive mood but this year, it’s been the opposite. I’ve been on hermit mode and though I hate using this word loosely, somewhat depressed. Okay fine, just morose. It’s just that I feel like I’m being left behind. I’m at the point where the need to take life’s reigns and steer it somewhere is overwhelming me but the thing is, I don’t know the exact destination yet. I mean, I think I do but I haven’t figured out the best way to get there. Turning a year older reminds me of just how much I haven’t accomplished yet. Which is selfish coz life has always been kind to me – 2011 especially. I’m pretty sure this feeling is just a reminder to do more and to strive and not fear greatness. I just have to harness this current energy and transform it before Tuesday.

xx

Reg
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10 thoughts on “BIRTHDAY BLUES”

  1. Awww. Me too. I feel like I haven't accomplished big yet. Haha. Cheer up! We'll get there. By the way, when is your birthday? It's my birthday month too. :p

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  2. Hi Twin! I know how the birthday blues feel been there and feeling ko nadepress din ako ng bongga last year, nun palapit na ako mag 25. Although it wasnt the best of days, marami rin akong natutunan. So enjoy lang and I'm sure naman you'll go places! Ikaw pa!!!

    Btw, January din ako, Jan 20! Twins kung twins hahaha 😀

  3. Aw! I also felt that way like days before and even on the first half of my 18th bday 3 months ago. Sobrang deep depressing thoughts na ewan pero I had some life realizations on the evening which seriously changed my life. Haha! Wag ka nang depressed 🙂

    Almira 🙂
    numbertwohere

  4. You said that u knew what u wanted… so, it's time to go for it!!!! 😀
    U have no idea how many people have no idea about what do they want!!!

    Time for celebration Reg!!! 🙂

  5. I know how you feel, birthdays can be more depressing than pleasant sometimes. It will pass though, I promise. : ) I hope 2012 will have a lot in store for you!!

  6. We all feel the same,girlie! I turned 33 last month and it's not a joke! LOL Seriously though, just enjoy the ride! It'll be worth it! You'll see:)

    Xo,
    Momma Y

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